Current mood:	disappointed
Entry tags:	writing

Fighting Frustration
I'm currently in a standoff with myself. I've been letting excuses rule my writing. Especially difficult are "work is too busy/stressful right now" and it's corollary "I don't have any time for more than working, eating and sleeping right now."

The problem is, these are sort of true and sort of false. It's true that work, the work that brings in the bucks, is crazy at the moment. But this is the first time I've allowed myself to use it as an excuse for not doing something. And it's true that I don't have much free time to spare these days. It's how I'm applying that free time that's a concern. My brain seems content to just fritter away the moments available in mindless activity.

Yes, I'm tired. I know what I need to do to change that. I'm more tired of disappointing myself and letting my fears rule me.

Time to make time to write. Bleh. Time to write.